Dreams.

Do you ever wake up and think, hell what am I doing here? I do, a lot. I always find myself floating between dreams and ideas of fame, ideas of riches and success. Sometimes I wish I had the strength to choose one of those dreams, go for it and never give up. Solider on, until a day arrives were I have achieved everything I ever wanted.

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This enthusiasm is a quality I have discovered in many people over the years, for these people I have pure admiration. The scale of my jealousy was dramatically increased by my introduction to a certain someone only a few weeks ago, full of dreams and targets, that I am almost certain she will achieve.

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Fueled full of enthusiasm and inspiration I myself have decided to step up my game. Ive chosen a career route and I'm going to do everything I can to find my place in this world. Make my life worth while. Another thing that's become apparent to me recently is that I despise the area that I live in and I'm making it my target to move away. To a more uplifting, fresh and inspirational setting.

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As I said these are all dreams, dreams are sometimes a sin, a heavy burden and if not achieved sometimes devastating. Some dreams contain love, some a little less heartbreaking-owning your favourite guitar for instance. But monetary and materialistic dreams are nothing compared to the dream of settling down with your dream partner, living in your dream environment, dream house, having a family? There's lots to think about. All I wish for is someone who is willing to spend the rest of their live with me, someone I can trust, someone who I can cherish and also spoil.

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My mother left our household at a devastating age on my behalf and its taken many years for me to recover from a blow like that. It just goes to show, that no matter who you decide to trust, in marriage and in being responsible for the up bringing of your own children that you will never fully understand the extents of any one's personality.

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I wish for a better partner, one I can share my dreams with, my ambitions and one who will help and support me along the way. In exchange for the love and affection I believe that I can provide. Most people I speak to about this tell me I'm to young to be thinking about my future, I believe age is no matter. Just numbers, your as mature as you want to be, wise as your experiences let you be.

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Moral of the story is. Everyone should live by one rule...

Have a dream? Chase it and never give up.