Tuesday 22 September 2009

Havnt Blogged In Time....

Well, to anyone that cares, I haven't blogged in a very long time.
An awful, awful lot has happened in the past month or so.
My dad fell ill, unfortunately suffering from a heart attack.
After a week in hospital and two operations hes back to his normal self, all by it in need of a lot of tender love and care.
Its been weird these past few weeks watching all my mates turn 18.
Parties have been eventful and all in all life has been fun.
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But what seems to be my problem is when I get home.
I sit down. And I think about things, over and over.
This being the result of the majority of my depression I'm really starting to hate myself.
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Its been a time for growing both closer and further apart to certain people these past weeks.
I've made new friends, lost old and grew closer to some already established friends.
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Gone back to school... found a new boost in energy and really trying my hardest to get the grades that I need. Realizing I need to get my life on track in order to achieve my dreams and the life that I want I have found a career rout and need to work hard to get it. And that I shall.
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I've come to realize that I love all my friends, all my family and all those people that have stood by me. Friends are the most important thing a man could ever have.
Thanks to all mee matess laaa.
Make life worth living.
That and The Smiths anyway.
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Got my tattoo finally, fun times.
Hurt like a bitch but rather pleased with it.
So yeah. I'm going to go, I'm not going to lie I've lost interest now.
Blog tomorrow about something serious or something.
Promise.